Uhhh,so I haven't watched the Kubrik movie for A Clockwork Orange and I only knew a little about that movie's plot and it's general reputation so reading the book was as shocking as I thought it would be but also really weird as the language used in this book(for which I had listened to the audiobook instead of reading it) was very odd but fitting for the main character whose just the worst but ngl after the brainwashing scene I did feel a little bad for but just cuz He had no real way to defend himself before He basically returned to his old self. Also random fact, I used to listen to the song "Overture to the Sun" on repeat when I was younger because I genuinely liked the song but also to torment my younger sibling as they disliked the song. Also don't read this book if rape and violence trigger you, this book is full of violence and has a couple rape scenes.

So earlier this month I watched the animated movie, Metropolis(2001) and It is a really beautiful movie with very cute robots that deserve so much more than what they were given but anyways it's about a city-state where humans and robots aren't doing so well together and this detective and his nephew trying to track down this mad scientist guy but instead finds this andriod girl and the nephew becomes good friends with her but there is heavy political and emotional reasonings behind her creation. I gave it an 8/10! I'm currently trying to watch I,robot and Chappie(Both of them are something... but at least Chappie remains cute even after like 8 years) Uhh I might drop I,Robot because I just can't watch it alone and I hate the main character's personality. Dropped I,Robot and picked up The Iron Giant.

God no,my library's copy too damaged to play the dvd without skipping so many scenes! Was bad to experience but it didn't skip over too much of the latter parts of the movie to make it unenjoyable! 9/10, a kids movie hadn't made me this sad in a long while!

So, I dropped Chappie even though I did find the movie premise interesing but I found it lacking and too amateurish to my liking but I did watch all of Digimon:The Movie which was about as good as you can expect a Digimon movie to be but for some reason before the credits rolled they played Allstars by Smashmouth which just seemed a bit out and out of place imo.

I've been picking up what's called "zen doodling" or "zentangle" to try something new with my digital art and while I'm not a big fan on things like american yoga. I have been enjoying it,even if it takes far longer to finish my pieces.

On another note, my dad recently purchased a cd/dvd player for the mac. Which is great because now I can watch Transformers, or any dvd I check out from the library on the mac! Instead of breaking my neck or spine to watch it on my ps3 & TV. Even though it is supposed to be compatible with tvs.

It therefore allows me to play PC games on the mac, as long as I use software that can run window games on a mac! Which is great because I checked out a Popcaps collection for the pc and other than insaniquarium works without needing a different software! I love zuma and understand why so many reviews of it on steam talk about their parents playing the game for hours. Like sorry timmy, papa's gotta finish this level of zuma.

I've been trying to focus my freetime outside of working on my creative stuff to this website to the point that I won't be surprised if my dreams feature me typing for a while. This would be great but my brain's all messed up and thinks it's tired 24/7 so it's hard to actually focus on the work without making mistakes or falling asleep.

I'm planning to go on a break for 4th of july for personal reasons, so no updates on the 3rd-4th and until whenever I get back.

On another note, I'm going to have so many pepper plants this year, it's actually a bit stressful because I don't have a lot of pots and I'd prefer to not have to plant them directly into the soil.

My library held an event where I got to pet and walk some dogs and it was great! Unfortuanly couldn't adopt any :(

My library had a copy of Dragons: A fantasy made real for sale! since they sell dvds for a dollar; I just couldn't miss out on such a good deal and bought it! It does indeed have the dvd it supposed to have but also never hurts to check before you buy used dvds btw!

Honestly, throughtout my existence I've always been either an atheist or a pagan. I very much over analyze everything which is why I have always came back to being an atheist, just makes sense with what I have to go off of. But recently I've been exploring spirituality again but it's a pain just how overabundent christianity is, like no offense but I'd like to see a spirituality book without your prophet in it and it's not like I can just ignore it because my library's system does not

But it's mostly due to my hyperfixation moving onto transformers and Dolphins so things will be slow around here but I'll still try my best to update this site!